The chemist said it would be alright, but I've never been the same.

Past few days have been so bad and so good. I went Max Bemis for awhile and literally locked myself in my room and screamed, but in the end I did get almost three college applications in, and none of them were actually my Pitt application. I'll get really stressed if I talk about it so I wont. But school is out, yesterday was a joke. Lena, Deirdre and I left 5/6, sat at Lena's, and then went to Wendy's and had lunch with Mr. Berry. Best advice, "You need to date a man like John Wayne." He also calls boys "Hoodies". Then, we sat in the Montecello's parking lot and listened to The Sounds Of Animals Fighting and Shoes. And then, for some inexplicable reason, we went back to school for period eleven art class. Precious. We mostly sat and had staring contests and laughed and talked about Tim Crammond, Gap model 07. Then the bitches headed to the MaLL and tried on 290743 dresses for the sweater party, even though i think we will be the only ones in dresses. Its cool. The one dress I was in love with was too small, and they didn't have any in my size, but then i found this glorious teal dress that looks so good on me, or at least it did yesterday. Its the type of dress I figured I could have never gotten away with (low cut, thin fabic), but it seriously fit me perfectly. 3Q sleeves, hits right below the knees, pretty low, embroidered chest piece. Love it. And for like, twentysomething bucks.

Anyway, we went to visit Jenny at tha Saqq of Luvv and she said she was getting of early so we could go to the show! So i ran home and cleaned up, and after picking up young Deed we made our way through the treasured city of etna, where our adventure began. We had to go back roads because of the accident on McKnight, and we had no clue where we were. Luckily, through 1289743 phone calls to 24934 different people, we were connected to King Jeremy who lead us to safety. Well, we did get lost, several times, and ended up in Verona, but we made it. We were there a half an hour after told Mc Aj we'd be there, but all was well. Unit played first, it was McEric's birthday so the set was particularly br00tL, and the crowd was pleased. Some band from Auburn, NY played next and they were merely okay, but they were possibly the most amusing band with the lead singer who limped/moshed/rocked with one foot because the other was broken, and also they had a really sexy drummer. Next came Unreal City (illegitimate township), and they played an amazing set. It was the first time I'd ever seen them and to my suprise Rob isn't just really funny, he is really good at the guitar. Too bad he is only my friend on the internet. Lastly, the secret band came out, and it was Terror. Everyone went crazy, I got punched in the face, kicked, and knocked in the stomach. I also sang really loudly, much to everyones amusement.

We only got a little lost coming home, it was okay.

Today I woke up super early (9 AM) and laid in bed for two hours and sent chain texts of naked santa. Only few approved. Soon I will head to the MaLL again and buy the teal concoction, hopefully, and other assorted gifts. Next I will come home, get all dolled up, and head to Meredith's, then the Melwood Meltdown to get saucy and smooch under the mistletoe. Just kidding. But it will be an excellent time.

Anyway... lets hope things only get better.

Love,
Marie.

'My nerves are bad to-night. Yes, bad. Stay with me.
'Speak to me. Why do you
never speak? Speak.
'What are you thinking of? What thinking? What?
'I never know what you are thinking. Think.'