quit dragging my name around town. i thought you wanted to be friends?
20090329
20090328
dick fest 2k9
metalpaw ftw
2. you
3. me
4. floor
5. guys
6. chicks
7. heaven
8. mate
9. rhyme
10. never have i ever
j. questions
k. rules
q. social
a. waterfall
20090327
20090326
20080115
i'm shakin' at your touch, i like you way too much
good bad good bad good bad. i am taking the good with the bad.
making a list of my favorite songs of all time. i make this list all the time.
tonight we're gonna give it 35%- against me!
oh my sweet carolina- ryan adams
king eternal- tv on the radio
degausser- brand new
let it ride- ryan adams and the cardinals
silver and cold- a.f.i.
sudden death in carolina- brand new
pressure suit- aqualung
love will tear us apart- joy division
charmer- kings of leon
this modern love- bloc party
the seed 2.0- the roots feat. cody chesnutt
coast to coast- elliott smith
talking in code- margot and the nuclear so & so's
falling for you- weezer
butterfly- mason jennings
bloody sunday- U2
firecracker- ryan adams
oh comely- neutral milk hotel
the consequence of sounds- regina spektor
go ahead- rilo kiley
satellite- tv on the radio
you are what you love- jenny lewis
casimir pulaski day- sufjan stevens
here's your future- the thermals
at your funeral- saves the day
kissing families- silversun pickups
obstacle 2- interpol
say it ain't so- weezer
porcelain- yeah yeah yeahs
plays pretty for baby- zolof the rock & roll destroyer
making a list of my favorite songs of all time. i make this list all the time.
tonight we're gonna give it 35%- against me!
oh my sweet carolina- ryan adams
king eternal- tv on the radio
degausser- brand new
let it ride- ryan adams and the cardinals
silver and cold- a.f.i.
sudden death in carolina- brand new
pressure suit- aqualung
love will tear us apart- joy division
charmer- kings of leon
this modern love- bloc party
the seed 2.0- the roots feat. cody chesnutt
coast to coast- elliott smith
talking in code- margot and the nuclear so & so's
falling for you- weezer
butterfly- mason jennings
bloody sunday- U2
firecracker- ryan adams
oh comely- neutral milk hotel
the consequence of sounds- regina spektor
go ahead- rilo kiley
satellite- tv on the radio
you are what you love- jenny lewis
casimir pulaski day- sufjan stevens
here's your future- the thermals
at your funeral- saves the day
kissing families- silversun pickups
obstacle 2- interpol
say it ain't so- weezer
porcelain- yeah yeah yeahs
plays pretty for baby- zolof the rock & roll destroyer
20080101
smoke and mirrors
2007 is finally over and i realize that its probably time that i quit fucking around and pull myself together. new years resolutions this year for me are simple and hopefully easy to keep. last night, i realized that this year is going to be a big one and if i do not get my shit together, i will fail. so- this is the game plan.
a) be more descisive in my thoughts and actions. its not fair to myself or anyone else for me to be absentminded or weak when it comes to making descisions that can have lasting affects. i can't afford not to be more resolute.
b) have more respect for myself. people told me i cared too much, and now they say i don't care enough. and now its like, why did i ever listen to anyone in the first place. i have to take care of myself, mentally and physically. that means sleeping regularly, eating more heathily, and ingesting chemicals sparsely. and not killing myself over every tiny detail of my life and crying for hours about it.
c) take better care of my friends. they've babysat me for far too long.
d) read more. i used to read at least two books every week. seriously. maybe its because thats all i did, i had no life. but i was a hell of a lot smarter and in some ways, happier.
and then theres the obligatory lose weight and work harder and blah blah blah.
last night was fun, kind of. it was a lot of weird back and forth, and i didn't have a god damn thing to wear, but it was okay. my parents let me sleep down in oakland... and i didn't even end up staying there. i was there for like two hours. it was an okay two hours, it was a weird dynamic, tommy was telling me he wanted to have butt sex with his boyfriend tonight... in spanish. he is the best drunken spanish speaker ever. rob and i got cheated of time, but it was okay. i also hung with the kings, i am now officially a queen. love it. so after all of this, we went back to rusmir's and there were four of us drunks in a bed, and it was awkward and great. we woke up and had donuts with the boys. now i am home, and i am feasting with the little sister. life is nice.
a) be more descisive in my thoughts and actions. its not fair to myself or anyone else for me to be absentminded or weak when it comes to making descisions that can have lasting affects. i can't afford not to be more resolute.
b) have more respect for myself. people told me i cared too much, and now they say i don't care enough. and now its like, why did i ever listen to anyone in the first place. i have to take care of myself, mentally and physically. that means sleeping regularly, eating more heathily, and ingesting chemicals sparsely. and not killing myself over every tiny detail of my life and crying for hours about it.
c) take better care of my friends. they've babysat me for far too long.
d) read more. i used to read at least two books every week. seriously. maybe its because thats all i did, i had no life. but i was a hell of a lot smarter and in some ways, happier.
and then theres the obligatory lose weight and work harder and blah blah blah.
last night was fun, kind of. it was a lot of weird back and forth, and i didn't have a god damn thing to wear, but it was okay. my parents let me sleep down in oakland... and i didn't even end up staying there. i was there for like two hours. it was an okay two hours, it was a weird dynamic, tommy was telling me he wanted to have butt sex with his boyfriend tonight... in spanish. he is the best drunken spanish speaker ever. rob and i got cheated of time, but it was okay. i also hung with the kings, i am now officially a queen. love it. so after all of this, we went back to rusmir's and there were four of us drunks in a bed, and it was awkward and great. we woke up and had donuts with the boys. now i am home, and i am feasting with the little sister. life is nice.
20071229
ava adore
So... yeah. Weird/awesome times lately. Yesterday I)
-renewed my permit
-drove
-made good with the mom
then the bean and i decided not to go to the morning light/composure show (undisclosed reasons) and we got deirdre and went to eat boca. then we got in a car accident. and decided gary stevens would be the only person who could save us. the bitch who caused the accident made a scene and the only thing that could soothe our soul would be seeing nic. so we went to walgreens and deirdre bought an entire carton of smokebitches. one carton= 200 cigarettes. then we went back to the berry's, watched a semi-pornographic movie called "eastern promises" with her little sister, big brother, and father. it was awkward. we only got like 30 mins into the story when we had to shut it off. they went upstairs, we raided the liquor cabinet and started drinking some bottled ikea/pier one tasting gin and then the ketel one happened and we listening to brand new surround sound as i watched marilyn manson on television.
around 11:15 nic swings by for a visit and its beautiful. we transform koko into a bar. we hang out in the white girl listening to the killers until twelve exactly. we retire to the basement, pound cold onez, go up to the stinky lena room and laugh and cry until we wake up. oh, and i send myspace messages to basically everyone i know and they are all so pathetic its ridiculous.
then we put a bunch of make-up on and have breakfast with nic at the enp, which is nice and good until mr. berry stops by and shits on our day. then it sucked. but it was okay. sean connery is now in the shop for three weeks, and its going to cost baby berry a thousand dollars to fix. sad.
after breakfast i showered and now i'm making mass mix CD's and thinking long and hard about my plan of action. lots of little variables, there can only be one outcome. we'll see.
i also wrote this last night, in between rounds of GHIII
INSPIRED BY DEIRDRE E.M.M.O.M.
Where did you bring in the New Year?: YOUNG BEEZ
Who were you with?: MANY BOYS AND A FAT GIRL
Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: ON THE CHEEK!?!?!
Did you make any resolutions?: CAPTURED IN A FLOW CHARTTTT
2007 Your Love Life...
Did you break up with anyone?: THAT WOULD REQUIRE HAVING A REAL BOYFRIEND, NOT "DATING WITHOUT THE TITLE" thanks, boys
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: A TEEN PREGNANCY
Did you meet anyone special? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you fall in love?: PROBABLY BUT WAS TOO DRUNK TO REALIZE IT
2007 Friends and Enemies...
Did you meet any new friends this year?: YEAH, LOVE 'EM
Did any of your friendships end?: CUT OUT THE BADD ONEZ
Did you dislike anyone?: HA HA HA
Did you make any new enemies?: HA HA HA
Did you resolve any fights?: NOPE.
Who was your closest friend?: LENADEIRDREJEN
Who did you grow apart from?: A BIG WASTE OF FUCKING TIME
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: REGRET FINDING THE ONE PERSON WHO WONT PAY MY GODDAMN LIBRARY FEES AFTER INCURRING THEM
2007 Your Birthday...
How old did you turn?: 17
Did you have a cake? PROBABLY BUT WAS TOO DRUNK TO REALIZE IT
What did you do for your birthday? I GAVE BLOOD!111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you have a party?: NO BECAUSE I ABANDONED MY REAL FRIENDS
Did you get any presents?: MONEY TO SPEND IN THE BIG APPLE
If so what was the best thing you got?: A CHOCOLATE CUPCAKE
2007 All About You...
Did you change at all this year?: YEAH, SO?
Did you dye your hair?: PURPLE, AND THEN THE ALMIGHTY SCENE PATCHES
Did you get your hair cut?: I LOOK GREAT!
Did you change your style?: WENT FROM PUNK TO HARDCORE DUHHH
Were you in school?: TRIED
Did you get good grades? NO, SAD
Did you drive? : GOD FORBID
Did anyone close to you give birth?: DEE DEE
Did you move at all?: NO
Did you go on any vacations?: AMERICAN ONES
Would you change anything about yourself now?: NATURALLY
2007 Wrap Up...
Is 2007 a good year?: ITS WHAT I MADE OF IT
Did 2007 bring any new insights? YEAH BECAUSE I'M OUT OF MY FUCKING SKULL
Do you think 2008 will top 2007?: SENIORS OH ATEEEEE
Do you have any goals for 2008?: LEARNING TO NOT BE SUCH A JOKE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY
If you could relive any moment which would you choose? EVERY SINGLE BOCA BURGER I'VE EATEN FROM DENNY'S mmmmmmmmmmmmm
PEACE.
-renewed my permit
-drove
-made good with the mom
then the bean and i decided not to go to the morning light/composure show (undisclosed reasons) and we got deirdre and went to eat boca. then we got in a car accident. and decided gary stevens would be the only person who could save us. the bitch who caused the accident made a scene and the only thing that could soothe our soul would be seeing nic. so we went to walgreens and deirdre bought an entire carton of smokebitches. one carton= 200 cigarettes. then we went back to the berry's, watched a semi-pornographic movie called "eastern promises" with her little sister, big brother, and father. it was awkward. we only got like 30 mins into the story when we had to shut it off. they went upstairs, we raided the liquor cabinet and started drinking some bottled ikea/pier one tasting gin and then the ketel one happened and we listening to brand new surround sound as i watched marilyn manson on television.
around 11:15 nic swings by for a visit and its beautiful. we transform koko into a bar. we hang out in the white girl listening to the killers until twelve exactly. we retire to the basement, pound cold onez, go up to the stinky lena room and laugh and cry until we wake up. oh, and i send myspace messages to basically everyone i know and they are all so pathetic its ridiculous.
then we put a bunch of make-up on and have breakfast with nic at the enp, which is nice and good until mr. berry stops by and shits on our day. then it sucked. but it was okay. sean connery is now in the shop for three weeks, and its going to cost baby berry a thousand dollars to fix. sad.
after breakfast i showered and now i'm making mass mix CD's and thinking long and hard about my plan of action. lots of little variables, there can only be one outcome. we'll see.
i also wrote this last night, in between rounds of GHIII
INSPIRED BY DEIRDRE E.M.M.O.M.
Where did you bring in the New Year?: YOUNG BEEZ
Who were you with?: MANY BOYS AND A FAT GIRL
Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: ON THE CHEEK!?!?!
Did you make any resolutions?: CAPTURED IN A FLOW CHARTTTT
2007 Your Love Life...
Did you break up with anyone?: THAT WOULD REQUIRE HAVING A REAL BOYFRIEND, NOT "DATING WITHOUT THE TITLE" thanks, boys
Did you get anything for Valentine's day?: A TEEN PREGNANCY
Did you meet anyone special? YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you fall in love?: PROBABLY BUT WAS TOO DRUNK TO REALIZE IT
2007 Friends and Enemies...
Did you meet any new friends this year?: YEAH, LOVE 'EM
Did any of your friendships end?: CUT OUT THE BADD ONEZ
Did you dislike anyone?: HA HA HA
Did you make any new enemies?: HA HA HA
Did you resolve any fights?: NOPE.
Who was your closest friend?: LENADEIRDREJEN
Who did you grow apart from?: A BIG WASTE OF FUCKING TIME
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: REGRET FINDING THE ONE PERSON WHO WONT PAY MY GODDAMN LIBRARY FEES AFTER INCURRING THEM
2007 Your Birthday...
How old did you turn?: 17
Did you have a cake? PROBABLY BUT WAS TOO DRUNK TO REALIZE IT
What did you do for your birthday? I GAVE BLOOD!111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did you have a party?: NO BECAUSE I ABANDONED MY REAL FRIENDS
Did you get any presents?: MONEY TO SPEND IN THE BIG APPLE
If so what was the best thing you got?: A CHOCOLATE CUPCAKE
2007 All About You...
Did you change at all this year?: YEAH, SO?
Did you dye your hair?: PURPLE, AND THEN THE ALMIGHTY SCENE PATCHES
Did you get your hair cut?: I LOOK GREAT!
Did you change your style?: WENT FROM PUNK TO HARDCORE DUHHH
Were you in school?: TRIED
Did you get good grades? NO, SAD
Did you drive? : GOD FORBID
Did anyone close to you give birth?: DEE DEE
Did you move at all?: NO
Did you go on any vacations?: AMERICAN ONES
Would you change anything about yourself now?: NATURALLY
2007 Wrap Up...
Is 2007 a good year?: ITS WHAT I MADE OF IT
Did 2007 bring any new insights? YEAH BECAUSE I'M OUT OF MY FUCKING SKULL
Do you think 2008 will top 2007?: SENIORS OH ATEEEEE
Do you have any goals for 2008?: LEARNING TO NOT BE SUCH A JOKE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY
If you could relive any moment which would you choose? EVERY SINGLE BOCA BURGER I'VE EATEN FROM DENNY'S mmmmmmmmmmmmm
PEACE.
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